PRAYER.

Did you just have to go back and see who sent you this? Did you get so confused? HA.

Okay, on today’s unhinged chat - we are briefly touching on my religious beliefs, imposter syndrome in my life, business, motherhood - but mainly - prayer. Mainly, how I really just don’t feel like I know how to do it. I feel silly in how I speak, and also feel selfish asking for things from God/universe when I have SO much already. Who am I to ask for more? Compared to what others go through.

But I also fully, fully FULLY believe we get what we ask for. Sometimes we don’t understand it at the time, especially (mainly) when things feel wildly hard and impossible in our lives. When we have to make difficult and painful decisions. When we have things happen to us that we cant’t control. When we have to go THROUGH the hard to get to the other side. I know in my heart of hearts - because I have seen it happen - when you put something out into the universe, you’ll get it back. Good and bad. I am very very mindful of the words I speak outloud (and my inner voice too) - what you put out, you will get. So be careful! Karma, right?

So WHY, when I am laying in bed at night, in the dark, praying to God - whyyyyy do I not know what to say? I feel selfish. I feel wrong to ask for what I want. I can pray for my children, but for ME. Can’t. Do. It. I immediately feel unworthy. I don’t know how to be specific. AND I KNOW YOU HAVE TO BE SPECIFIC. It’s just all very hard for me.

But the universe is listening. God is listening. And what you need and want can be done. There is no impossible. Even when it feels really selfish and impossible and messy and hard and painful.

Okay anyways, enough of an intro, I hope this messy and vulnerable “podcast” (lol) episode is relatable to some of you, and I would love to hear how YOU pray!

Oh, and this is the speech I listened to that I loved!